Is It My Turn?

Well, I am trying not to freak out, but I kinda am! I know people are telling me not to that God will take care of me....but is it my turn yet??? I have been putting all my energy and money into these applications I am sending out...hello??!! 1.80??!! Doesnt that look like I am trying here??!! I am asking for interviews, calling and not getting anyone.....someone please help me!! Tell me what to do....i wish I had connections in the education world, but I do not! I am just trying my best to stand out somehow and even applying to Christian schools...maybe something will come by the end of the summer!! I hope!!! I sent my stuff off today for Baldwin County.....Bay Minette area....man that would be awesome! Dont know how we would get there or survive for the first couple of months, but im sure we would be okay! I just need a sign or something to tell me what to do...I keep getting discouraged....and now my hubby's dream looks like its going to get shot down yet again :/ can we not get our dreams to come true?!! I mean I dont understand what we have done......but I know i need patience!! Please pray for us as we go through this difficult time.....its hard to sit and watch everything we have depend on day to day what happens!! I just want something!! When will our economy get better??? The presidential election could change all of this if people would vote!!! GO VOTE!! unless you want this same stuff to go on for the next 4 years again!! I pray God puts his hand on me and gives me patience and make me humble of what I have!!!