Day 30- Goals

Well, my goal for the next 30 days is to be more positive, study God's word more, start praying with my husband, lose weight!, become the vibrant person I used to be, and don't take anything for granted!!! I want to be the best friend, wife, daughter, sister, and confidante I can be!! I cannot wait to see what this year holds and I am super excited to find out.....hope you enjoyed my 30 day challenge!!!

Day 29- Wishes

Okay, I am supposed to list people dead or alive that I would invite to dinner and include the menu.

1. My great-aunt Bid who is deceased
2. My grant Sybil who is deceased
3. My husband
4. My mom
5. My dad
6. My brother
7. Sister
8. PawPaw John who is deceased
9. Judy Garland who is deceased
10. Elvis....who we think is deceased lol

the dinner would be something pasta! I love pasta......but I dont care about the menu the people are dear to me...except the celebs....Paw Paw John is Tim's pawpaw who passed away while we were dating...I only got to see him twice before he passed away....I would love to get to know him and see how he was....I would want tim to meet my aunt bid and just want Grant to be back to be there...my family are very important to me and I just love spending time with them as much as I can!!!

Day 28- Band

This blog is about something I miss....well that would have to be being in high school in band!! I miss my closest friends now that we are all grown and have our own lives!! It is soo sad!! I miss seeing them everyday doing the stupid stuff we did....I loved band so much! It is what kept us together!!! It was some of the best times we ever had!!

Day 27- Problems

A problem I have or have had in the past.....well a problem I have is I am a control freak!! If i cannot control it, then I usually don't like doing it....I am a worry wart!! I worry about everything....I live my life in stress most of the time and think about ways to change things to make them better! I always worry about what other people think and want to please everyone!! I have gotten a little better lately about this problem, but there are times when I just cannot control it and I have to step back and know that everything is going to be okay!!!

Day 26- If I had a million dollars

OMG!! If i had a million dollars......whew....where to begin...well first, Tim and I would be out of debt...no more student loans!! We would pay off everything we owe like our car....then I would start building our dream home on the beach!!! We would buy cars for our parents and houses for them as well.....we would make sure our siblings didn't need anything! We would invest some of it....we would give some to our church to pay off their debts!!! We would put most of it in the bank and live smart!! I would be okay if we had a million dollars and I could actually enjoy life again and wouldn't have to be a worry wart!!!

Day 25- Jesus

This blog is supposed to be about someone who fascinates you...well my person would have to be Jesus.....WOW!!! What a guy......he came born from a virgin....worked as a carpenter and walked with regular everyday people. Then became a Messiah to the people and was recognized...also cast out, crucified, and then died for those people!! Good and bad!! WOW!! What a Savior!! I cannot believe that someone died for ME!! Little ole me....that does bad everyday...doesn't appreciated much I get!! I am always complaining about everything that doesn't matter to be rewarded greatly one day!!! I just am fascinated by him because there aren't any people  that could do what he did.....I am so grateful to have him in my life and know him personally!! God please forgive me for when I fail and just carry me in your arms daily!! I pray that I can give others hope through you and share you with them!!

Day 24- Fav movie

Okay my fav movie is....Wizard of Oz...and if you don't know what it is about you need a head check!! Lol it comes on all the time...I love the movie because Judy Garland is awesome as Dorothy and I have people tell me I look like her in that movie....so that is always what I have wanted to be and I guess that is where my singing passion comes from :)f

Day 23- Bring out the hotties!!

these are my top 5 for who I think is attractive in the famous world!! i couldnt really think right now for being put on the spot but these are some good ones...no words...just enjoy!

Day 22- Change is good!

Okay, well how have I changed the past 2 years??? Okay, well first I am a wife now! I got married 2 years ago and have learned how to live in harmony with someone. I enjoy being married so much! It is soo awesome...except for bill time!! I was not really driven to do anything 2 years ago but being with Tim has shown me how I can accomplish my goals and dreams and to never give up! I haven't really changed all that much except for being a wife!! :) and a mommy to Rudy!!! I love him sooo much! He is the cutest dog ever and couldn't imagine life without him either!!

Day 21- BBT

Well, my fav new tv show would have to be Big Bang Theory....OMG!! It is soooo hilarious!! Tim and I are soo addicted!! We have Seasons 1-4 and just cannot quit watching them!! Okay, granted I don't believe in evolution or big bang theory, but this show doesn't touch on that stuff at all!! It is just comic relief and is insane!! Sheldon is my favorite and I am sooo rooting for Penny and Leonard to be together...you should watch it! It is better than most of the garb on tv now!!

Day 20- Education

This blog is about how important I think education is to me.....wow!! Considering I am a teacher. education is huge....education doesn't always come from a teacher either.....I have learned since I have gotten older there are things I want to know on my own, so I go and research them and learn all I can. Let students explore, make mistakes, control their own learning and hands-on lessons! We are facilitators.......we only guide and help students learn....they are the ones who are supposed to be actually doing!!! Education is sooo important. I can remember not learning much history throughout my life, so I do not feel comfortable talking about it because I feel ignorant. You take a lesson and turn into real life! Genuine experiences!!!

Day 19- I'm Sorry

Okay, well this blog is about the biggest regret in my life. I can honestly say there is nothing in my life I wish I would have done differently, but I wish I would have taken more time to slow down and appreciate family!! I miss my grandmother so much and I wish I would have let my mom borrow the car the night before she passed away so we could go and see her!! I wish we would have had that last little time....but isn't that what everyone does??? questions why they couldnt have done something differently.....i guess my biggest regret in life would be not being as close with God as I could have been!! I made some pretty big mistakes in life and wish I could take them back, but then that wouldnt be who I am.....they werent that bad to have ruined my life, but just make me ashamed of what I could have done better!!! oh well.......we all wished we could go back somehow........just love life now!!

Day 18- Books

Okay this blog is hard because I am supposed to tell you a book I could read over and over and over and never get tired of.....my first choice would be the Bible! I can never study it enough and it always means something different every time I pick it up!! My other choice would be anything Nicholas Sparks!! I love all of them and none are a bad choice!!!

Day 17- Roller Coaster

Well, this blog is supposed to be about the highs and lows of this past year.....well 2011 was an okay year. I started the year out filling a maternity leave for 5th grade in Science...which was fun and challenging....then I spent all summer interviewing for teaching jobs and landed none of them :( so that made for some horrible time!! Then my husband lost his job and I had to get a full-time one which I currently still work at! I love my job but it is not what I went to school to do!! The high of my year was getting a new car!! We got our g6 in March of last year!! Lord, knows we needed one....the lows would have to be money and bills!! My student loans are just crazy!!! And not getting a teaching job...I have never felt this low and useless ever!! I want to be a good wife and let some of the slack fall back on me, but what can I do....I don't control other people!!! But maybe 2012 will be a better year and get me somewhere!!!