Day 16- Music

Well, this blog is about my view on mainstream music....I love music!! I cannot stand rap because there is soo much cussing....but lately all I have listened to is Contemporary Christian music!! I love it and it is just so much better. My husband is a DJ so it would be crazy not to like music. I was in band in high school and could not imagine my life without music!! It helps me so much in my life. When I am having a bad day, I can listen to a song that fits my situation and it helps me sooo much! I loooooooove music! You will find me singing in some kind of form throughout the day :)

Day 15- 15 things about me

Okay well these are the hardest blogs to always type!! I don't know if I know 15 interesting things about me, but here goes!!!

1. I am really shy around people I do not know!
2. I love to sing and wish I could get over my fear of performing and acting in front of people!! I would love to be on Broadway in Wicked!!
3. My biggest fear is failure!! I don't like trying new things because I think I will fail at it and never be able to master it!!
4. I like to go to youtube and watch Justin Bieber videos!!
5. I love being a teacher!! There is nothing else in the world more rewarding!!! It is the best feeling.
6. I have a fear of not being able to carry a child of my own! I have a fear of delivery, carrying, and bringing a healthy baby into this world one day!!
7. I overanalyze everything!!!
8. I worry about things I cannot control!!! I worry over the little things in life and do not know why!
9. I have the best husband and think our marriage is the most important thing in life to work at besides my relationship with God.
10. I am very in love with God, but need to work on having faith in him and trusting he will take care of us!
11. I miss my family so much since I got married! My brother and sister are so precious to me!! I love my parents and could not imagine life without them!!
12. I used to want to be a mortician!! I just cannot handle death anymore!!
13. My major in college started out in medical......hospitals are no longer my friend :(
14. I have low self esteem and wish I could be healthy and have a flat tummy!! one day hopefully!!
15. I wish I could relive my wedding! It was the best day of my life!!! (so far....im pretty sure when we have kids that will be the best day as well!!)

Day 14- Memories

Well, today's blog said to tell of your earliest memory. Well, my earliest memory would be Kindergarten. I went through my teacher's desk because she held up a hairbow and asked everyone if it was theirs. Of course, no one said anything and she placed it in her desk. So then she left the room to go next door, so while she was gone I decided to go take a peek and see if it was mine. She walked in as I was going through her desk and she took me out in the hall and yelled at me while I squalled and bawled!!! I still remember it!! AAAHHHH!

Day 13- New Place

Okay well this blog is about a place I would like to move or visit....I will touch on both. Tim and I have had a dream of moving to Pensacola for sooo long!! I would love to live there because we have family and friends already there!!! Pensacola isn't just about the beach...its about opportunity and bettering ourselves! I am sorry but Alabama is soooo dead.....for my career, someone has to die or you have to know someone serious to get a teaching job....for Tim's line of work, Obama killed radio and marketing, so its really dead!!! It just seems like neither of us can catch a break!! It just upsets me to see how many people get jobs and complain about it when I wish and dream of being in their shoes!!! Don't take what you have for granted.....okay yea we have a lot more than some people, but we are struggling and trying to make it as best we can!!! its just sickening!! Well....the place we would like to visit would be Bora Bora!! I would love to sit and just stare at all the vast that God created!! Well thats it for today guys...ttyl!!

Day 12- My Day

Okay well I am a little behind on these blogs so I thought I would go ahead and catch up on some of them....this is how a typical day for me goes!

• 7:15- Wake up and take a shower get ready for work
• 8:00- work at The Academy of Early Learning daycare with a class of 23 3 year olds!
• 12:00-1:00- lunch break, let Rudy out to pee
• 1:00-4:00- work and get off head home
• 4:00-7:30- wait for Tim to get home, do dishes, laundry, cook(when possible), read, and Facebook
• 7:30-10:00- eat and watch Big Bang Theory with Tim
• 10:00-11:00-try to fall asleep
• 11:00-7:15- SLEEP!!

is it sad that i know this routine and its more than likely the same thing that happens everyday!!!Gah. I need a new routine!! I really want to be in the classroom with those kids!! Makes my heart sooo happy!!

Day 11-Music

Okay....well I don't own an Ipod that I can put on shuffle and write down the first 10 songs...so I am just going to write down the first 10 songs in my music library:

1. Lady Gaga-Lovegame
2. Lady Gaga-Bad Romance
3. 3OH3!- First Kiss
4. 3OH3!-Starstruck
5. Pink-Funhouse
6. John Mayer- Who Says
7. 3oh3!-Don't trust me
8. Akon- Beautiful
9. Neon Trees- Animal
10. Augustana- For Mother

yea these are random and not even close to the beginning of my music library....wahoo!!

Day 10- Guilty pleasure(s)

My guilty pleasure is...wait for it....Justin Beiber.....yes I have Beiber fever!! I love watching his videos on YouTube!! I love his music....i just cannot get enough of it!!! I think that is my only one I can think of right now but yea i know there are a lot you that are going to freak out over it anyways!

Day 9 -Dream Job

So today's blog is if you could have any job in the world, what would it be. Well, to be honest.....I would be a teacher!!! I love teaching so much there is nothing I would rather do!! I really enjoy it and it is the career choice I wanted....nothing else in this world seems as great!! Now, if I knew teaching couldn't be an option....I would love to perform on Broadway in Wicked!!! It would be sooo awesome!!! I would absolutely love it!!! Singing is my hobby that I enjoy and it never gets old!! But my dream job would be an elementary school teacher!! I have dreamed of having my own classroom for a long time and hopefully I will have one soon!!!

Day 8- Satisfaction

Okay, tonight's blog is about a moment when you felt most satisfied in life......okay man there are soooo many moments, but the best feeling is when I graduated from college!! That was my ultimate goal in life because it was super important to me. My parents did not get to attend college and I was the first one in my family to go and actually graduate so I was super excited!! Getting that diploma meant something huge to me...granted I do not have a teaching  job yet, but to know that I suceeded in one of my most important achievements in life was the best feeling ever!! All my other goals in life might have changed,but it was great to accomplish one I had set since I was little...now granted I thought I would graduate a doctor when I was little, but life changes!! I know it says a moment, but the other moment would have to be when I got married!! I felt the most satisfied on this day because I knew that I had found someone I would spend the rest of my life with and that loved me unconditionally. At one point in my life, I thought that the romantic part of my life was gone for a while...never would I have dreamed I would be married at 23!! I am super lucky to have found my soulmate so early in life. The day we got married I felt satisfaction because I knew I must have done something right to make this awesome man ask me to marry him and actually go through with it!! I am super lucky to have such an awesome life and I am grateful to have many moments in life I am truly satisfied with beyond words.....again thanks for reading tonight!!! Peace out! Good night :)

Day 7-Toys

Okay, well tonight's topic is favorite childhood toys. Well as an infant my favorite would have to be my muppets train set that had ferris wheels and stuff that stopped at and made it operate at each station. My favorite things were Cabbage Patch babies and anything to do with singing...like microphone stands, karaoke machines, etc....I was lucky to never have wanted anything because whatever we asked for we usually got!! My parents were great gift givers and let us having anything in the world!! I used to have the coolest stuff and now its sad that kids dont have imaginations or cannot thing outside the box because everything they have does the thinking for them!! Well thats all for now...ttyl! :)http://ghostofthedoll.co.uk/Forum/index.php?topic=593.0

Day 6- Cancer

http://zodiac-signs-astrology.com/zodiac-signs/cancer.htm

So Day 6 is about my zodiac sign cancer and asking if it fits my personality and temperment.....yes it does in some way. Let me clarify I do not believe in this stuff but I like to read it and have fun with it. Cancer pretty much describes me in a sense. I am not crabby all the time, but being dependent on people for emotions and encouragement are soo me! If you read this article it pretty much sums me up to a T!! Well these blogs are going well so far...hope you are having fun reading them!! Thanks! :)

Day 5- Comfort Food

Hey guys....well today's blog consists of favorite comfort foods and why. Well my comfort food is really anything I can find at the moment. I really don't rely on food to provide me comfort. I like chocolate though as a go to sweet. I am going to start controlling this craving and start doing what is best for me before it gets out of hand!! Sorry it is not a long blog today guys but not really much to talk about here! Bye! :)

Day 4- Religion

Well, I am sitting here with Tim at work while is doing radio.....I decided I better get my blog in for today!! Todays topic is my view on religion. I believe that religion is different for every person just like God intended it to be. The definition of religion is the belief in and worship of a superhuman controlling power, esp. a personal God or gods or details of belief as taught or discussed. I believe that religion is a very big part of Tim and my life today! That is the only way we have made it so far! I am sooo lucky to have a Christian husband that I can pray with and discuss God with!! Today in our world saying the word God is starting to become bad or overly used as an oulet for people to think they are religious! I love telling people about God/Jesus and how he can become their personal Savior and ruler of their life!! I have been thinking a lot about this today because I have not been making God number one in my life and fully trusting in him. I believe this is the number one reason I do not have a teaching job because I have not trusted him enough and believed that he will come through!! I do believe that God can do whatever whenever and I know that I should have faith that he will bring me and Tim through anything! I have lived it and seen it so I know it can happen. I get my full worship in when I sing in choir. When I sing hymns and our special music, I can feel God shining through me!! That is his gift he gave me was singing ability and I definitely make sure I use it to glorify him!! I am going to close with what I believe in my religion as a Southern Baptist. But before I do this I just want to say that denomination were brought about my humans and as long as you believe in God and have him in your life...that is all I really want!! We just all worship in different ways. So that being said, as a Baptist I believe that God was by himself and decided to start our world into being. (Genesis 1:1) He decided to send himself to Earth in human form which is where Jesus came into the world from a virgin birth. He walked the Earth and was sent to die on a cross for our sins and allow us to receive him and have eternal life (John 3:16) He died and rose again on the 3rd day and now he sits at the right hand of God on the judgement seat! I am sooo excited to know that after death, there will be more worshipping and actually in the prescence of my Lord Jesus! I will get to see family members again and have a huge party there with the only one that matters in this world! If it wasn't for him, we wouldn't even be here!! I am so excited to share this with you! This is MY blog, please remember that. If you don't agree with some of my views that is fine, but this is my 30 day challenge blog to share with you and not up for argument! Thanks for your time!! Have a blessed day!!

Day 3-Pet Peeves...oh Fun!

Okay so now we are on day 3 which is top 5 pet peeves....oh lord!! If I put them on here it is going to drive me crazy lol!! My first pet peeve would have to be being late! I cannot stand being late to something....i used to arrive to class 30 mins early at JSU so if something happened, I would end up being on time!! It just embarasses me when I'm late especially that first day of class and everyone is staring at you and you dont know any of them. My second pet peeve would be eating! I cannot stand to hear someone crunch, slurp, or slop their food in. Sometimes I yell at Tim because it is all I can take lol! My third pet peeve would be people being nosey into my business that don't have a clue and try to give advice!! I cannot stand when people send you comments like, "Well, just give it time. It worked out for me so I know that your time is coming!" OMG!! Did you just brag about yourself in your comment making me feel worse!! Thanks alot "friend"! My fourth pet peeve would be dirty places! I am very OCD when it comes to cleaning....now I am very lax in our computer room, but I have to have the clothes cleaned and hung up, floors swept and mopped, carpet vacummed....and everything has a place...or you can make it one!! My last pet peeve would have to be driving!! I can not stand to be in the car with someone who cannot drive. First of all if I wanted to get there 30 mins late I would ride with a slow poke! Secondly, the brakes are to be applied when someone is slowing or stopping, not whenever you feel like it!! And thirdly, the little stick on the driving column is called a blinker....freaking use it!!! Well those are my 5 pet peeves for right now...I am sure I have different ones but that is all I could come up with right now!! :)

Day 2- 10 Years!

Okay, today's blog is asking where will I be in 10 years. Wow, 10 years!! I will be 34 in 10 Years which scares me a little!!! Well, I see myself in my own classroom teaching, happily married, owning our own home, and having 2 children. My goal is to get a teaching job soon!! That is one of my dreams....I never knew that that would be that path God would want me to take, but I enjoy it so much and never look at it as a job!! It is the most blessed career ever!! It is sooo rewarding and I love it!! Marriage is the number one thing in my life that is soo important to me! Now days, marriage is a feat for most people and enter in marriage lightly thinking that if it doesn't work out, then hey I can get a divorce and find someone else with what I want!! I love Tim so much and could never imagine having to go through a divorce!! Owning our own home is important because we want a stable home that is big enough for our family to grow!!! I cannot wait to have our own home and get to design it and pick it out or build one!! Its just an exciting process to even think about!! And finally children....Tim and I have talked about this a lot and we want a boy and a girl, but if that doesn't happen then we want just 2.....but I have started to think that 3 would be fun too! But, I dont know if we can handle 3!!!! My mom and dad had 3 and Tim's parents had 3 so I dunno maybe not for us!! But I am excited to think that in 10 years we will have children that are probably 6-8 years old!! Wow, I cannot believe that I am growing up so fast and thinking about all these grown up things :) I am excited to think about 10 years from now, but honestly I have nooo clue!!! I just hope that we have a happy, healthy family!!!

Day 1

Your current relationship, if single discuss being single. Okay well for those of you that know me, you know that I am happily married going on 1 year and a half :) Our relationship is so great!! We have had our downs here lately because I am the part of the relationship that likes stability and consistency, where as Tim is the spontaneous, fly by the seat of his pants type person. Let me give you a little background and then elaborate on us now as a couple.
     We met in 2006 on Myspace through talking and friends. Then we met in person at an Iron Bowl game that our friends, Janet and Anthony Mince, had at their house. I never spoke to Tim that night because I was with one of my friends and we were hanging out with other people. Well the matchmakers started getting ideas that we would be a great couple because we both weren't really looking for anyone to date, but maybe just casually hang out and talk and nothing too serious. Well, Tim invited me to his apartment New Years Eve 2006/2007 New Year. We hung out and sung karaoke at his apartment and had a great time. Little each day he would call me and I would go by on my way to class and see him. So basically we have been inseparable ever since. I fell in love with him hard and took my time to get to know him and see how wonderful of a person he was and still is to me! We were engaged on October 23, 2009 and got married July 17, 2010!! The happiest day of my life!!! 
       Here we are January 12, 2012 and we are going strong as ever. I fall in love with him every day! I cannot stand being away from him and when we are together it is just magic!! We have the best chemistry ever and we click in a way I have not seen anyone in a long time!! We love to talk and share things with each other while at the same time watch TV and laugh and just relax with each other. Tim makes me feel so safe and secure! I know he always has my best interst at heart. We both want the best for the other and want to watch the other grow and become the best they can be. Our relationship was not something I expected and still to this day feel sooooo blessed to have!! In the past things were rough for me because I was holding on to some much from feelings to people to places and it wasn't good for me. Tim gave me a whole new perspective on life and made me want to be the best wife, woman, and person I can be. He pushed me to achieve my goals and believes that I will achieve them!! I could not imagine my life without him!! I am so grateful and humbled that he chose me to be his wife!!! I love him more and more everyday!!! I cannot wait to start our own little family and have that much more love for him/her and for each other!!! Rudy is enough for now...our little weinie dog, but one day in the future when I have a full-time teaching job, we will start our little family and build an even bigger relationship for us!!!

30 day challenge...thanks Johnsons :)

Hello friends!! I am currently sitting at home just leaving work and relaxing! I was reading a friends blog and saw she was doing a 30 day challenge so writing blogs. I love to write and read other people's blogs, so I figured I would do it to see if there are actually 30 things I can honestly write about so here goes....I have posted the challenge and the next blog will be number 1! Have fun reading!!