Future Continues......

Well, I went on another interview today....that makes like number 20 since summer....maybe?! I hope one of these eventually pays off....I just want some experience and someone who knows I love my job and will do it well and to the best of my ability! I am sitting here break from work and just looking at facebook and just how sad some people really have it. Tim and I have definitely had our low points lately, but it really has made us stronger and I know we will come out fighting! Neither one of us is working in our "career" fields....at least his school was paid for!! So, discouragement is nothing new in our house....I guess at this point we just expect it!! I have also seen where there are many friends who have ended or ending their journey with their "soulmate". I wish I could go to a conference and speak to ladies who are engaged or want to be engaged and tell them how marriage really is. It is awesome!!! I have the best husband ever who works so hard to support us, financially, emotionally, and physically! It is challenging because there isnt enough time to do everything you would like with your spouse. Their are obstacles that just pop up and you cannot be prepared for, but take it head on and fight for what you have. Marriage is tiring, emotional, happy, blessed, etc.... It really does take work.....if you have never lived with another person especially of opposite sex and you are not determined to work at it....you will fail!!! It takes patience, guidance, listening, communicating, etc.....to make things work!! God is the number one reason why Tim and I have been close and brought together!! God connects us and I feel him in us every day! He is the reason we are still going strong and will continue for the rest of our lives!! I am sooo lucky to have a Godly husband because most people dont and that is a hard thing to swallow!! So just remember on your hardest days, I have been there...I prolly know how you feel, and I prolly know the person that you are mad at the most........yourself!!! I just wanted to take the time to tell you...life can never get that bad! It will get better and God has a plan for you!! Thank you for reading my blog! Peace out!